Saturday, May 1, 2010

#296

I wavered back and forth about posting this and then I thought screw it. If I can't be grumpy on my own blog than where can I be?

I want all of my best friends living in the same city. I want a job I like. I want to do things on my own time frame. I don't want critiques from others. I want people to back off. I want others to step up. I want an apartment with long, flowy curtains. I want my car back. I want to cook again. I want people to stop wondering. I don't run through guys like that, I just don't. I want to stop second guessing my own feelings. I want to jump in rain puddles and blow bubbles. I don't want to be frustrated anymore. I want to be by myself and surrounded by others all in the same instant. I just want out for a little bit.

I love the word just.

2 comments:

Toi said...

I want to write posts like this all the time, but I never do. Kudos to you. Also, I agree with everything you said.

SleepyGirl said...

I never write them either... obviously you rock pretty damn solid.

Do we need to go curtain shopping, so you can check one off the list?